3:20 am. Haven’t slept in two days. Only got 8 or 9 functional hours in today, 4 of which were from 11pm - 3am. as;ldfjas;ldjfas.
What is wrong with me. Can’t sleep, can’t focus, can’t be happy, can’t do anything productive as of the last few days.
Why am I not doing more? Why am I suddenly malfunctioning and deviating from my study schedule less than 3 weeks from exams?
This is all so, so bad. I’m so fucked.
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My dad landed yesterday, he’s here for the next two weeks to visit me and wrap everything up with my apartment so it’ll be all ready by the time I get back from break. It’s the worst timing though, I probably won’t see him more than 2 or 3 times in the next two weeks because it’s before exams. ugh. It sucks, but I can’t study less than 10 - 12 hours a day and it’s really hard to get anything done with all my family around.
Buttttt my daddy did bring me lots of mac ‘n cheese, cheezits, salsa, salt&vinegar chips, and addy. wheeeee! You guys just don’t know how good you have it back home, I’m telling you.
On the upside, I’m finally hitting the 12 hour mark with my study sessions. It feels amazing to get through so much material in one sitting. There’s still tons and tons of topics to get through and less than one month until exams…just the thought of my finals is enough to make my stomach hurt.
Eeeeek. I can’t believe my first year of med school is coming to an end so quickly.
Was so excited for tonight for weeks now, just to have it shot to shit. lsadjflsdjf.
